Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

20 years old
Female
from NJ

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    • nice.

      1 week ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      so, i think my life is slowly getting back on track.

      yeah, there's still a few bumps, and shit.. but no one said shit was easy.

      i should be able to go back to school in the fall, to finish what i couldn't.

      i've also got a small band i've put together where i do vocals, also got a new guitar & drumset too. :>


      depression is still kicking my ass, but i'm still going on and waking up.

      all ya need is a couple good friends. i'm slowly working on fixing myself.

      thanks guys for sticking here with me, through all my dumb shit and absences. 

    • hi all

      2 weeks ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      please keep my mother in your thoughts, i've got some news about her health yesterday that was not the best.

      i hope you're all well, and i wish i could be on here more.

    • CptZSLight asked Pelessaria a question

      not a question but I just want you to know that you are like my best friend too :3

      Answered: May 5, 2017

      awww

    • thaidanh asked Pelessaria a question

      Am I ded yet? Can I be ded yet?

      Answered: May 5, 2017

      no.

      and why am i just seeing this now?

    • happy birthday to meeee

      3 weeks ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      let's hope this one will be good.

    • ah yes

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      when the anxiety™ hits you just right

      (i also have a funeral i must attend tomorrow, so maybe that's why i feel so off..)

    • sleeeeepy

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      all the time.

      i legit have no energy at all, lately.

      still waiting on calls/doctor(s)

      tbh i know i'm v boring lately.

    • when your

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      pain has been worsening, along with your symptoms.

      i really hope this can be treated in some way, or another.

      though, i'd like to be properly diagnosed first.

      i miss ya guys.

      peace out, dudes.

    • hi guys!

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      don't worry, i'm still alive. :p 

      i've just been stuck dealing with some dumb shit, as usual.. and also just been feeling sick (as usual).

      i have not been back to my doctor yet for my testing, so i have no update on that just yet, but will post whenever i know something.

      hope you're all well. ♥

    • small update

      2 months ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      i'm going back to the doctor soon, for further "testing" to see if what i have is really fibromyalgia.

      though first, they want to check it's nothing else underlying that is mimicking fibromyalgia, which happens from time to time.

      let's hope for the best, i suppose.

      i've been in so much pain (more than usual) for the past couple months/to a year. legit to the point i cannot even move/function, or i'm just in tears from it. (and i've got a pretty high pain tolerance.)

      (i should mention i've had pain for years, but it's been worsening as of latelyish. ...latelyish? yeah, that's a word now.)


      this probably makes no sense because i've gotten shit for sleep the past couple weeks. so hopefully it's at least understandable lmao

  • About Me

    Hiii. I go by Zy, Nyx, or Kira. (All nicknames.)

    I'm that chick that pretty much throws up a peace sign whenever she can. For what reason? No idea.

    I'm really into purple aesthetics, too.

    I'm a whore for anything Mass Effect, or Life Is Strange.

    If you're here because you're confused as to who the hell I am, I was formerly CielsHell/Zydrune!


    I reply to any requests/comments/messages whenever I am able to. So please excuse late replies.

  • Comments (60)

    • HOWtwoROCK

      3 months ago

      i forgot to mention i posted pictures of myselfbecause of you. Thanks!

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        3 months ago

        Sorry I got to this so late!

        You're welcome though! :)

    • borisof007 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold HR Manager, Engineering

      4 months ago

      Thanks for the add Z :-)

      I've been on this site for far too long. Going to massively expand my friends list and be more engaged.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        4 months ago

        My pleasure! 


        I've been around too, haha, just recently coming back as well. It's nice to meet you!

    • TomCLusardi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Graphic Designer at RT

      4 months ago

      Hellllo back! I'm leaving you a comment because:

      1) I want to!

      2) You were nice enough to leave me one!  metal

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        4 months ago

        Perfeeect! v

    • rachyrock FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Goddess of Noms

      2 years ago

      Happiest of birthdays, Kira! Wishing you happy thoughts on your day today smiley0.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        That's honestly the most sweetest, cutest thing ever. ; o ; smiley12.gif

      • rachyrock FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Goddess of Noms

        2 years ago

        Of course! I was sending you mental thoughts of cherry blossom crowns & turtles all day, so y'know, it was a happy vibes kind of day smiley0.gifsmiley13.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Thanks darling! smiley0.gif

    • Webbe FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the add! :)

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        No problem. c:

    • KimiJay92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Hey, thanks for the add smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        You're welcome. smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

      2 years ago

      hello, pretty person, and thank you for the friend request. :3

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        gosh, but you're cute.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        smiley12.gif

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        well, the point remains, you're gorgeous and adorable, and that's all there is to say about that.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        I doubt it. uwu

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        that's nice to know. :3

        I just meant that if I were to start giving a eulogy and calling you "cute and adorable," other people might take issue. ;>.>

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Psh.
        You're not creepy at all.

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        .......ok, time to find a way to work all these compliments into a eulogy without being creepy.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        /Dead.
        xD

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        see, I already need to flatter you more for being gorgeous. if you start being adorable, too, this is gonna take forever.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        ; u ;
        /Flails.

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        I looked at the pictures of yourself that you posted. I have yet to flatter you to an appropriate amount.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Awh. ; u ;
        Don't flatter me too much, aha.
        But you're welcome. smiley1.gif

    • ilJexli FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Well hello, and Welcome back!

      • ilJexli FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        2 years ago

        smiley8.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Ellos.
        & thank you! smiley1.gif

    • Andria_G FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Thanks for breaking my month long no notification streak.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Aha, you're welcome.
        I haven't been here in forever, personal issues.

    • capWOOPYpant

      2 years ago

      Hi, nice to meet you. That request came out of nowhere lol.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Nice to meet you too.
        Sorry if I seemed creepy, aha.
        I'm finally back on here, so decided to try & make some new friends is all.
        smiley1.gif

    • Layne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold SortaMalicious Mod

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the friendship smiley0.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley11.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        No problem. smiley1.gif

    • Clint

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the friend request.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        You're welcome. ^^

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Fine, fine. I'll be there in a min. xD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Are you fucking kidding me? >:c LOL. You're right though.. I'm wide awake myself now, FUCK YOU INSOMNIA!

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      I'm going to try and get some sleep now though, while you all are screaming at the games you play and cook everything in the fucking house. xD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      I've noticed. I have a fucking headache (Not from you, LOL.) Fucking hate school. e.e;

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Holy fuck, fine. xD I'll go in, just because you're too cute. Are you having fun singing 'Circus Monster'?

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Oh my fuck. No one told me what was going on and I'm just about drunk as fuck. Fuck school, I don't even know if I'm going to go in with you guys.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      What the fuck is so funny? xD you're walking up the stairs with Luke laughing your asses off. On a side note; I really don't wanna fucking go in to school. D:

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      LOOOL. I won't. :P

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Byeeeee. ^.^

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Okay. xD See you in a bit.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Hah, alright. :P I might stop by within like..... 10-15 min.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      I am, LOOOL. I'm getting off here for a bit, Im going to go get us food to cook and snack on before I come back over, drinks too. So... bye for now Micca. :3

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Please? c;

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      LOOOOOOL.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      ;~; ew.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Of course, how else would I show my love to you?

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      It does, but not as good as you. LOOOL. Im sorry. Your rage is the sexiest of them all, short mother fuckerrrr.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      YEESSSSS! I swear.... if it wasn't, I'd kill everyone, I'd also kill everyone if it was a full damn week. ;c Fuck you, Micca, I'm going to cock slap you down the stairs. Just kidding, I love you too much. ;D Oh Christ, the neighbors are going to love it.... like they always do. -hugs you tight- You're so short, bitch. xD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      ;~; LOOOOL. Holy fuck, was that really how long we were all sleeping? Sleep is yummy anyways, so why the fuck not? Oh do we have a half day in school tomorrow? I forget.... cause Im fucking stupid. xD And yes.... were going to game and fuck about with Luke and the others.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Don't you teehee me. Im going to nap now. You have kept me up all night with your rage and throwing goddamn candy at me. XD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Shh. ;~;

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  • Questions answered by Pelessaria

    Am I ded yet? Can I be ded yet?

    | Asked by: thaidanh 3 months ago

    no.

    and why am i just seeing this now?

    Because I think I'm pretty chill, and I like being myself.

    So I'm happy you guys like who I am, too. 

    What types of books do you like?

    | Asked by: JTR90 4 months ago

    Sci-fi, horror, post apocalyptic, mystery, action/adventure, fantasy.

    Do comics count as books? Cause I like those too. :P  

    How are you doing today?

    | Asked by: JohnCasey35 4 months ago

    Not good, but not bad either.

    Hanging in there for the most part!

    Thank you.


    Also; badass picture!

    Deadpool is awesome. 

    Because I'm badass. 

    That's why. :P