GodxSpeed

Female
from Forest Lake, MN

  • Activity

    • SWEET.

      6 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      I got a job. smile.png At a little place called 'Pizza Street' about four or five blocks from where I'm staying.

      I've also gone back to school and I should be testing for my High School diploma in March. I technically graduate in 'May 2011', and I get to do my walk with the cap and gown and everything. n___n

      I need to see about helping my mom get down to Missouri for that. We haven't seen each other in almost a year now.

      I'm happy that things are finally starting to come together nice and neat. I'm going to save for a car through the summer, and intend to start college come this Fall. I'm going to study IT at a technical or community college. smile.png

      It was really cold here today, like 10 below zero. Who else felt the cold and the blizzard this past week?

    • I Hate Sundays

      6 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      It all started a couple of weeks ago.
      I was talking with my mom on the phone, and we got on the subject of our property tax returns. Apparently, hers had arrived in the mail, so mine should be coming soon too. Seeing as I don't have a job, it's needless to say I was excited.

      Patiently, I waited, checking my bank account all the while. Along the way, the excitement grew.
      "I wonder how much I'm going to get?"
      "Maybe I can go shopping."
      "I'll buy clothes. Shoes, and make-up! :3"
      "Now I can finally get a hair-cut. I'll go get a pedicure too!"

      Finally, one glorious morning when I checked my account, voila! The money was there, three hundred beautiful dollars. I had left my bank account in MN open just for this reason. At this point I had all these ideas about things I was going to buy, and do. smile.png

      After convincing the boyfriend, he took me to Independence center. I still had my MN check card, but wasn't sure if I could remember the PIN. I decided to stop at the ATM to see if I could, only to discover that my check card was not in my purse. I had taken it out and looked at it just the previous morning, and now it had vanished. I was crushed, I had been waiting all this time just to go shopping. I'd looked forward to this moment with every fiber of my being. I had been afraid something would bad would happen, as it's my nature with good things, but not this!

      Fortunately, boyfriend saved the day. He still took me to the mall and was patient while I looked around, and even bought me a couple of things since I couldn't buy anything myself. I resolved that it wasn't the end. That when we came back to Warrensburg, even though my shopping spree had been ruined, I could still do the other things I'd been looking forward to. Getting a hair cut, getting my nails done. I was looking forward to things almost more than shopping.

      Finally, the day arrived. I got up out of bed early, cleaned up and wrote my check to myself, and boyfriend and I set out to the bank. I was burning with anxiety, ready to go to lunch and hit a couple of local stores before boyfriend went to work. We got to the bank at noon and approached the door, only to find it locked.

      A dozen thoughts went through my head, before I came to the correct conclusion.
      "Why is the door locked, it's only noon! We're not too late, we're not too early.."
      "Oh crap, it's Sunday."

      I sorta actually felt like crying. I had gotten stiffed yet another time, but boyfriend said that tomorrow is always another day. So we went to lunch, and it wasn't hard to tell that I was bummed. My whole day was ruined, boyfriend couldn't be here to fix this one... Or could he?

      While at lunch, he gave me thirty dollars so that I could still go get my hair cut or my nails done, whichever I chose. I promised to pay him back when I deposited the check, and this exponentially lifted my spirits. I ate with gusto, and went back to daydreaming and arguing with myself about whether I should get a haircut or a pedicure.

      Finally, boyfriend left for work. I pulled my shoes on, and set out. There is a local hair salon just downstairs from my apartment (I'm in a business loft), so I strolled over. They were closed, but I'd expected this by now (Its Sunday). I decided that I guess today I was just getting my nails done instead.

      It's 96 degrees outside at this time, and HUMID. I start my trek to the LA Nails which is really quite close by, but by the time I was halfway there I was cooking. Whenever it's this hot in Missouri my allergies to something in the air also go crazy, and it makes me feel like I bathed my legs in poison ivy. I was so ready to get in to the air conditioning and to enjoy the cool air, sit still for a bit and let the miserable itching subside, but as I approached, it wasn't hard for me to tell something wasn't right.

      I couldn't see any cars parked outside, or signs lit up in the window. A little pit opened up in my stomach, I approached with a little more speed. When I got to the door, they too were closed.

      No business on Sunday. BITCHSLAP, yet another fuck you from the wonderful day that is Sunday. I slowly returned home, the itching and heat-related discomfort only growing worse with every step. When I finally arrived home, I stripped and sprawled on the floor under the fan, trying to cool down.

      The only other plan I'd had for today was to go find a book at the Library, so I wouldn't be so bored when visiting Blue Springs. I quickly remembered that it was yet another pointless endeavor, because it's Sunday.

      My whole day was ruined, because it was Sunday. Sabbath my ass, fuck you. sad.png

    • Hell Yeah! :)

      6 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      I'm getting Internet at my apartment on Wednesday, August 4th. It's going to be 16 mbps of pure bliss! Catch you all on the flip side! smile.png

    • Blarg Honk

      6 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      Hey guiz. It's been awhile since I've been truly active here. :) So I figured I would keep the ball rolling and post a journal.

      In March I finally moved (with the help of Phoenixlord and Cutlasslord) to Missouri! :D I still don't have any internet of my own just yet (or a job :/ ) but PL and I are working on both of those things. Since this is a college town and school starts up in a month, people are finally starting to open their doors to people looking for work. Does anyone else here think I might make a good waitress? XD

      Other than that, I've managed to get back into some of my old hobbies. Like reading, and crochet (different than knitting XD). I also look forward to being able to dig back into my newer hobby, airsofting, with the return of cooler weather (Yay girls and guns!). I've also been enjoying having my own apartment very far away from the parents, other than the additional chores I didn't have to do before (mom = cleaning lady).

      On a final note, things should be getting more interesting soon. When I get my own internet I will be making the effort to come on here more often to update you all about boring stuff, and hopefully to get back on Xbox too (They all probably forgot who I am by now XD). In the meantime, everyone enjoy your gaming and have fun.

      And wish me luck in finding a job. :)

    • Cooooooke.

      7 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      I'm going to a party this weekend. :DDDDDDDD
      Wish me luck!

    • Hurk Blaaaah.

      7 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      So, my box died. Fuck you, E 74. Fuck you.
      Anyhow.

      I registered for a repair, and they sent me my box and all... WITH NO RETURN SHIPPING LABEL.
      <insert epic rage face here> FFFUUUUUUUUUUCK.

      So. I'm trying to figure out how to send them my box back. I'd pay to ship it, but I have no fucking clue where to send it. And it's supposed to be pre-paid, god damnit. I sent them bee-yotches an e-mail explaining my dilemma so..

      Hopefully this will be resolved soon.

      Simply put though, I'm really.
      Really.
      Fucking.
      Bored.

      -Cry-

      Edit: Also, apparently you need to be a gold member to send messages now, and my one year subscription to live ran out on the third of January. Fuck my life. T____T

      Another Edit: So, after about 45 minutes on the phone with Xbox, it seems that I've managed to get things sorted out. They canceled my first order and put in a new one that allowed me to print my own shipping label because I already have the box. I should be able to bring it to the UPS store and ship it tomorrow... Though that doesn't solve my problem of epic boredom. ;-;

    • X-Mas Rocks

      7 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      The last two days around my apartment have been crazy insane! It's hard for me to believe I cleaned this entire three bedroom apartment pretty much by myself.

      So, it goes like this.

      Last Saturday, the local police station issued a warrant for my mom's arrest. It turns out the reason is because she didn't go sign up for STS (Sentence To Serve), which is kinda like community service, for the traffic ticket she pleaded in court for. Well, this weekend she turned herself in to jail, so it was just me and my roommate / exboyfriend, Mitch.

      The damn place was a disaster, and I sadly realized that we still didn't have up the Christmas tree or any decorations, and Christmas will be here in about five days! Knowing I had been supposed to clean my apartment last weekend, I set to work as a welcome-home surprise for my mom. I cleaned and dusted everything, mopped the floors, scrubbed the toilet... you name it, it got cleaned.

      My mom called from in Jail, and I let her know that I'd cleaned the house, and I could tell she was trying really hard not to cry on the phone. She was grateful though. She came home at 6AM this morning, and went to church and all that. We finished up the last of the cleaning - including giving our dog, Sinatra, a bath - and I popped by Target (a department store) and got myself a new sheet set, mattress pad, and pillows, which I really needed (I haven't had new pillows since like... age ten, that's about 9 years ago!). At about 7:30 we went out to the garage and got out the Christmas stuff.

      My mom and I spent some long over due time together putting up Christmas decorations, while I did the tree. My apartment feels and looks amazing. It's almost entirely transformed. When I got told last Friday that Christmas was only a week away, it blew my mind, and I think it had something to do with the feel of my home.

      Either way. Now that I'm in the mind set, Merry Christmas Rooster Teeth, and a happy New Year! smiley12.gif

    • Epiphany

      7 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      You know what fellow RT'ers?

      I'm really fucking lucky to know some of you.
      <33333333333

    • Thanksgiving FTW?

      7 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      Maybe. The 20 minutes of stuffing my face with all sorts of delicious food may just be worth the hours and hours of suffering before hand.

      Maybe. But after cleaning the bathroom, vacuuming the whole apartment (We have a big, HAIRY dog), Peeling a whole bag of potatoes then mashing them, and dealing with screaming fighting kids that aren't even blood related may just negate the joy of being tired after a good stuffing of turkey.

      Either way, I'm glad my apartment is mostly mine again and I didn't have to help with the dishes because of the other work I did... So now I get to be bored and lazy. Woohoo :3

      Generally, Thanksgiving was okay. Dinner was good, and that makes me happy. Either way, I hope most of you had good Thanksgivings. I know for sure one of my buddies had a shitty day! :( Props to you dood for surviving it, you know who you are.

    • Whoosh.

      7 years ago

      GodxSpeed

      So, Phoenixlord and Cutlasslord were here over Halloween weekend, as I think some of you happen to know, and it was fucking all kinds of epic awesome (There be pictures up in my images section!).

      This coming weekend, I.e. Tomorrow, I am driving down their way to hang out and participate in the airsoft event "Flatline", which is going to be also all kinds of epic awesome. I'm bringing my camera, so I'm sure I will has plenty of pictures to share with you all.

      I'm really excited to be taking my true first vacation, and to hang out with the incarnations of pure awesome for a second time.

      Wish me luck in shooting peoples!

  • Comments (502)

    • ThisKid_Tom

      6 years ago

      Hello thar. :] Read the Journal entry, and that's what my major it college is. Best of luck to ya!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Hey. I just measured the AK. With the silencer, it's 43 inches long. Without the silencer, it's 35 inches. Folding the stock takes it down to 26 inches. Just thought you'd like to know.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      When you get a chance, you and Spencer really should head out this way. We can find something to do... maybe. Manhattan's pretty boring too.

      I remember that comic. Funny stuff. I still want the original 360 dashboard back with the blades. All subsequent dashboards suck. They're way too much like the George Foreman 3.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      I've always called it that. I hate that town. Other than dreading thanksgiving/christmas, I'm just looking for work, doing school crap and passing time... When are yall gonna come visit?

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      At least you don't have to go to Ellsworthless Kansas... wanna talk about a boring place, there it is!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Yeah. She's playing WoW now... her ex dirtbag... I mean boyfriend got her into the stupid game and she won't stop playing it now.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      The big stupid rims just cause more wear and tear then parts were designed for. It's a lot of rotational weight, all additional stress for all the suspension components to handle. Brakes and suspension work well with parts that they were designed for. More weight makes them work harder and die faster...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Aww I'm sorry :( I'll make sure to get online and say hi sometime very soon.

      Yeah. I'm back to school. Parents say they're paying for it. I still contend that it's frickin retarded since I'm broke and my truck is broke again. The big stupid fuckin rims are going away because they are nothing but trouble. But yeah... I'm going to a community college in junk town to get some prereqs out of the way to transfer back to KSU for comp engineering.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      I blame Shane. He got me into playing Oblivion so I've had the xbox offline while playing it and eve. I might have to hop on XBL sometime and say hi :)

    • StoneFenrir

      6 years ago

      Well, I would love to give you my gamertag, but I don't have one. smiley2.gif I haven't had the money yet to get an xbox, so I just play on Caleb's every now and then. Hopefully I get a nice tax rebate, then I might be able to get the brand new one! Anyway, good luck finding a job, and enjoy your new interwebz.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Yeah. Shane has Sunday and Monday off. Dunno if he can get other dates off or not. But that would be pretty cool. I got the water pump for the truck. We might take it since his car's getting kinda unreliable nowadays.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Yeah. It's pretty boring around here... I'm kinda looking forward to getting to come visit. It would be a really nice change in pace to get out for once :) Hopefully Spencer can be around when we come. It would suck to drive all that way and not get to see him.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      We'll just have to see what plans are. I haven't heard any dates or anything from anyone. Just "it would be cool if..." :)

      But yeah, hopefully something works out job wise. I really need work. Plus I'm about to go crazy sitting here waiting...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      I'm super unlucky too. I don't even waste my time on anything that requires luck anymore. If I can't win it with skills, I don't do it lol... But yeah. His parents live in Missouri and they've got a microwave for him to come pick up. He had mentioned that I could tag along and we could stop by Warrensburg on the way either though or back.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Haha I don't think you want my luck at getting jobs. You'd be a very unhappy Holly if you had this bad of luck with jobs. But I'm more than willing to wish all the luck upon you that I should have had :)

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      His parents live down there. He just got his degree so he is going to police academy there mooching off his parents :)

      It's always slow in the summer. It's worse now because the team is having other issues as well but it will still pick up some when school starts up.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Well, we're basically just trying to hang on right now. We don't really have a lot of people in town until school starts so games are pretty hit or miss for now. Dunno if you knew or not but Tyler moved to Florida so we're down another player. That and one of our captains is working real hard on getting ousted.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Well, we like to think we're better than that :) It's true though. We're not criminals. We just want out belongings. I mean hell, in EVE, I have a maxed out security status because I don't do anything bad and it's just a game! But I do have a shit ton of PVP kills. Lost a ship two days ago that I had gotten 37 kills in.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Yeah. He kinda does have possession of EVERYONE's stuff... Nah. He was gonna send a key to Logan, the only one of his "friends" that he actually will speak to or trusts anymore and even then, it's quite limited. But his mommy wouldn't let him send it...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      There's been tons of talk about just going ahead and kicking down his door :) We'll have to see. I need him to bring back a stock I let him borrow that he's got in Texas...

      You could always just give his table the evil eye and make it think about what it's done :)

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Tell me about it... Work is a good thing. I'm applying for a job painting apartments right now. Kinda hard to believe I can't get an IT job...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Might be doable. I'm hoping to try to get it fixed here soon. I'll let ya know when I get it going again :)

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Sadly dual wielding doesn't work well at all... It works so badly that it's really not even fun. It's just not possible to aim both hands at once. Even if you focus on one hand and not the other, you still aren't as effective as using both hands and your full focus on one weapon. And don't underestimate pistols. Not only are they crazy fun, they can be crazy awesome! But I do think the AEG SMG idea is the best. You can get them with very proven hardware that is easy to work on, cheap to replace, and very reliable to start with. Plus gas just straight doesn't work in the cold. Really, a couple of electric pistols like the one Spencer got might be a really good starting place. They're cheapish, they're reliable, and they're fun as hell. Mags are fairly cheap for them in comparison to anything gas too. Basically the two options there are an AEP like Spencer's USP, my M93R or TM based Scorpion or an AEG based SMG like an MP5K or M4 CQB. Both are very good options.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      We had to cancel the game :( there weren't enough people signed up and we don't have enough people helping to admin it... Kinda sucks but that's the way the refrigerator opens...

      I dunno about the HFC. One of my friends had one and it gave him trouble constantly. Granted it was back in the day... I don't know if they've improved or anything since then. But as the review pointed out, they cycle very fast. The wear on all full auto GBBs is pretty extreme and they all require frequent intensive maintenance. I think you'd be much happier in the long run with a regular gas pistol. They are very fun to use and they are far more reliable.

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Yeah.... about the ride :( It's kinda broken right now. I gots ta fix it first. The truck's also broken atm. Bad water pump... fml.

      But yeah... guns :) That shotgun's pretty awesome. It's the main brand of them people use. It take Tokyo Marui style shells. My only gripe is they are hard to pump since they are spring shotguns. But they are quite effective for CQB. Just don't miss! As far as gas SMGs, I really don't know much about them. I used some of the old gas Mac-11s back in the day. They were really unreliable. I don't know about now though. That's been almost 4 years. They could be better. I tend to lean toward KWA for gas guns. They are the best hands down. Unfortunately there's not a decent Uzi out there gas or electric :(

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      lol... thanks :) I hope I get it... seems like a good job and making some money would be really nice

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Yeah... I really kinda want one right now. It sounds kinda good... (yes at 8:13 am :) )

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      yeah... freddy's is pretty spectacular food. Probably the best burgers in town

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Yeah. but it will make it way easier to go when you are so much closer!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Ok. That's cool. I'll have to see what my plans are for after we get you moved...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Sorry! I'm watching a movie and wasn't watching facebook...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      aroo?! who's there? oh... herro!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      yeah. Magic Jack doesn't work good on weekends around here because of the extra bandwidth used by the weekend gamers and whatnot. This is a college town... That's the bad thing about doing VOIP. I really should just get a cell phone. I just hate them so much!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      hey... tried calling you but my stupid magic jack isn't working. can we do it in messages?

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      wow! that's pretty quick...i can get on fb... no haz MSN on the new compy

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Haha... Oh well. Shit happens :)

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Everything come out ok?

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      It makes me happy smile.png

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Well, you might get to see the Jag sooner than anticipated...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      I will try! I played tonight but nobody was on... sad.png

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Horry?

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Well, I haven't shaved in a week and a half. It is getting pretty long!

    • StoneFenrir

      7 years ago

      Well I hope you have fun!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      ugh... that blucks!

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      It might be for the best not to! smile.png

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Yeah... I never go. My luck I'd do something really stupid... I tend to not have good luck sober. Don't need to add drunkenness to my already bad luck! smile.png

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      I'll be on later but it might be really later... playing eve like a dork! smile.png

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Yeah. I wonder if you got one of the new chipset ones when you had it warrantied before...

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      smile.png

    • Cutlasslord FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      I didn't see it? I got the rail for my M14! smile.png

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