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20 years old
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from Danville, IL

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    • I know not where I should begin

      1 week ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      Hey, guys. 

      So, ya know how you always get your best ideas in the shower? Well, guess who is taking a friggin' bubble bath.


      I read this thing last night. About how happiness is a trap. It's the end goal, when everything makes sense and all the puzzle pieces come together. And then you're done. You feel empty and you think there's nothing left to accomplish and then everything spirals quickly out of control and you end up..... unhappy. Again.


      I'm currently in the process of soul searching and re-finding myself and all that other good shit. So, seeing something like that made my insides feel kind of funny. I'm happy. Good job, dream job, quickly climbing the ladder.... Maybe that's the issue. Maybe the fact that that it quite literally the good is the problem. 


      I'm absorbed in my work. I've let it just absolutely consume me. Which, is okay? I think. Because I love it. But I can see how damaging it is too. Because now when something goes wrong, I can go to my happy place. For 6-12 hours a day. At least 5 days a week. And it makes all those bad feelings quiet. Which means I don't ever actually have to address them. 


      But lets be honest, did I ever really address them to begin with? My best friend made my heart pretty sad the other day. She said that she feels that I never really want to deal with her feelings or her issues, that I never pay attention to her when things go wrong. And while I can't say that's the whole truth, it's not far off. Very simply put though, I hardly pay attention to me when I have problems. Let alone other people. 


      In just the past 6 months my aunt died, my mom had open heart surgery, my grandma had open heart surgery, my cousin went comatose for two solid months, my family had to abruptly adopt three extra children, and I broke up with a long term boyfriend. And that's just what I can list now. Let alone all off the little things in between. Which I think it's fair to say that that is a lot, right? 


      Look at me. Seeking validation that these things were bad enough for me to have legitimate emotions about them. How is that even a thought in my head? What makes something bad enough to be worthy of being felt? Why does my brain think that I need to measure trauma in order for it to be adequate. I blame the abuse. The gentle and loving encouragement to not be human, to not feel things, to be pliable in all aspects, always. 


      I spent the majority of my formative years in environments that discouraged growth. And I guess I always just go back to that when I find character flaws in myself. I guess it's just getting to the point where I'm starting to wonder if I'm just a shit person because I'm a shit person.


      That's not fair to say. That sounds like a pity party. But, really. In so few words. At what point do I have to suck it up, put on my big girl panties, and say that I have full control over myself and the changes I make within myself and for myself? How long do I plan to play the victim?


      Victim. What a harsh word. I don't like that I said that. But this is an honest journal, no going back. Victim. Maybe that's what I'm running from. That word, that mindset. But maybe I'm milking that too. I don't know. 


      I had a dream about him. The bad guy. And it really scared me. And I hate that even the idea of him still scares me because it shows that even now he has some kind of control over me. And I hate it. Hate HAte HATE it. But I don't know what else to do either. 


      I'm just rambling now. And my bath is getting cold. I think I'll be done for now. But I'll be back. 

      I need to utilize this place again. 


      I need a home. 

      <3 <3 <3

    • UPDATE ON MEEEEE!!!!

      3 weeks ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      So, long time no write! 


      Story short:

      I MADE ASSISTANT MANAGER!!!!! :D Which is super cool. Making money, hella fish, I get a shirt with my name on it! I'm so excited. And it's pretty cool being able to call the shots and running the place how I'd like it to be run, within reason of course, is just absolutely amazing. How did I ever think that I could be a teacher when something so wonderful exists in the world? How dare I try to make myself settle. I've never been happier. 


      Also, speaking of happy. I started talking to a boy. And he shared his netflix account with me. So, I guess things are getting pretty serious. It's nice to spend so much time with someone. And it's even cooler because he's just as busy as I am! Like, equally. And it works out great. Because we both actively make time for each other. I like it. Super digging it. 


      Oh, and my fish are great! Thanks for asking, babe cakes! ;D

      <3 <3 <3

    • *runs fingers through hair*

      3 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      Long time no see. Miss me?

      Ah, how times change. 


      So, where to start?

      FISH. Lets go with work and fish!!!

      I have o-FISH-ally been at my job for a whole 90 days! Which means I get my first raise. Which is coooool. I also manage our social media accounts. Also coooool. And I'll be starting my training for the assistant manager position soon. Which, again, is cooool! Talk about climbing the ladder and climbing it fast, right? 


      About a month ago I purchased a new aquarium, a 40 gallon breeder, an absolutely gorgous tank! And I've stocked it with some pretty cool fish, I can't even lie. 

      APPARENTLY we still can't resize pictures. So, please image search the following: African butterfly fish, hillstream loaches, chameleon fish, dwarf puffers, bumblebee goby, khuli loaches, and.... Okay. That's all the cool ones! I'm having a hell of a time deciding on a schooling fish. It's a tough decision! So many options, so little room for error.


      I actually need to get to bed now. I'm working myself to the bone. I'll post more updates soon. 

      I'm also going to upload a bunch of pictures! Because it's bee a while! Expect a journal purely of pictures soon. 


      <3 <3 <3 

    • Who am I?

      4 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

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      A completely honest questionnaire to myself:

      I've felt very... lost? I guess lost lately. So, instead of asking myself the usual "who am I" question I thought maybe I'd be disgustingly honest with myself and I found a few questions to get me started. So, here we go. 


      1.) What worries me most about the future?

      - I'm terrified of being stationary. I don't ever want to be in a position where I don't feel like I'm making constant progress. I still crave consistency and predictability though so that's where things get tough.


      2.) What am I really, really scared of?

      - I'm scared of heat lightning. And that bad guy. And that jumpy thing you do before you fall asleep. All of those things will make my blood cold and my breathing stop. 


      3.) Have I done anything lately worth remembering?

      - I touched a deceased frogspawn anemone today. They're supposed to be goodluck. I think that's something I will remember. (also the boys let me have it. They are so good to me. <3)


      4.) Have I made someone smile today?

      - Always, always, always. Everyday for the rest of my life. Always. 


      5.) What have I given up on?

      - I gave up on teaching. On ever being in a play/musical. On going to a big university anytime soon. On so, so many people who were worth my time. 


      6.) What small act of kindness was I once shown that I will never forget?

      - I remember touches. Any kind of empathetic touch. A slight shoulder rub, a long hug, anything physical that was meant to be soothing. I live for that. 


      7.) Is it more important to love or be loved?

      - To love. Because I know how much I need to be loved, but I'll never really understand how much they need it. 


      8.) Am I honest with myself? 

      - Oh god no. Not right now at least. I don't know why though. I'm working on it. 


      9.) Am I afraid of the process or the result?

      - The process. I thrive in my comfort zone. I get so caught up in thinking about the "what if" of everything that it completely takes me away from thinking about things rationally. 


      10.) Do I minimize problems in order to avoid them?

      - I should have that tattooed on my forehead. Always. 


      11.) Am I setting boundaries and comfortable saying no?

      - It really depends. Boundaries are easier than no for me. I'm being honest. Saying no is one of the hardest things for me. I always assume there will be a backlash and that just petrifies me. 


      12.) Am I more concerned with how my life “looks” or how it “feels”?

      - I think that depends on who I am that day. I've worked so hard to impress people, to be as interesting as possible. Being boring was something I always feared. But none of that means anything if my life "feels" wrong, ya know? I need to feel good. 


      Well. It's a start.

      <3 <3 <3

    • Self-soothing

      4 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      Beat, beat, beat. Don't miss a beat. Breathe. In, out. In, out. NOT TOO FAST! Yes, good. Slow down. Think, think, think. Why do you feel this way? What's wrong? Who are you? Say who you are. 


      I'm Cassandra. My name is too long and no one ever says it right. I go by Cassie. Caszie. Cass. 

      I work at a pet shop. Exotic pets. Rows of fish, walls of fish, rooms of fish. I clean tanks. I make people smile. 

      I like to smile. I smile a lot. 

      I like to see other people smile more. Because sometime it's really hard for me to smile


      Why? Why can't I smile? I want to be happy! I'm trying so hard to be happy! Let me be happy!


      I come from abuse. Former abuse. Bad guy, bad man. Hurt. So much hurt. 

      I have a hard time with people sometimes. I don't know when to speak. When to be silent. When to let them know I'm broken and that I'm not strong. I try to be strong. 

      I've tried to become interesting. Good stories. I travel. I have friends. I know amazing people. I love. I love. I love. Let me love you. Love you. Love you.


      Shhh! Too much. Too much. Too much. You're saying too much. 


      I apologize a lot. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. It won't happen again. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. You've forgiven me? How could you? I'm not convinced. I deserve this. Hate me. Hate me. Hate me. 

      I hate me. I hate this. I hate who I am. I hate that I can't breathe.


      Breathe. I forgot to breathe. There we go. Slower. Slow down.


      I love me. I sing. I love to sing. I love my job. I love the people I'm surrounded by. I love that I have a place to rest my head. I love pizza. I eat so much pizza. I eat too much pizza.

      It's the only thing that has any real taste to it. Bland. Everything is bland. Everything I taste is bland. I want flavor. I want to want flavor. I hate my tongue. I hate that I can't taste. I'm so scared to taste anything. 

      Fear. I'm always scared. Always so scared. Please don't leave me. Please don't leave me. I have to leave you. If I don't leave you then you will leave me. I would leave me. I would leave me. I hate this body. I hate this mind. I just want to be happy. Happy. Happy


      I'm happy. I have every reason to be happy. But I hear these things and they don't go away. They repeat. They repeat. They repeat until they are burnt into my mind. It burns. It burns. It burns. 

      I'm okay. I'm okay. 


      Breathe. 


      You know the name for this. You know the name for this. You're panicking. You're panicking. Calm. Shhhh. It's okay. You're okay. We're okay. Calm. Shhhh. Breathe. 

      You're not broken. You're mending. You're good. So good, so good. Fixing. Learning. Becoming good again. You're good again. No one needs convincing. You're alive. You live. You have stories to tell. Tell your stories. You're human. Be human. Be human. Calm. Shhhh. It's okay. 


      You're going to be okay. 

      Shhhhh. okay.

    • *brushes cobwebs from keyboard*

      4 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      Hey, friends. Buddy Ole' Pals. How's it going? 


      I know. It's been a whole two-ish weeks! I've missed you too! So, not a lot of exciting things going on but I miss here so why not say a few words! 


      As of today I am o-fish-ally in charge of Sailfin's (my place of work) facebook page. Which I consider to be something pretty cool! I've been there for a little over a month now and I feel like I've really made a place for myself. Even the WORST human there told me I'm a good addition to the staff. He isn't actually terrible. He's pretty great. They're all pretty great. 


      Except for the new girls I'm training. New people are absolute children. I got out of the preschool business as soon as I could, they need to stop trying to drag me back. No gold stars for new girls. But maybe a cookie. If they can fucking get it together. 


      I'm awful. Terrible. Sue me. 


      So, back to actual words. Work is going well! I'm still excited to go in everyday and as much as I need days off physically, it pains me to say I have a day off. 


      I had Halloween off though! And that was nice! I didn't prepare very well so I just wore my usual clothing but I was still 100% Halloween spoops because that's just who I am. I'll upload a picture soon! 


      I think that sums up most things for now. I told you I didn't have a lot to say! Maybe next time I'll have more to offer you. Maybe. 


      No promises, babes. 

      <3 <3 <3 

    • #CreepyFish

      5 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      @ImACreep got me the CUTEST spooky fish ever! So, in preparation for Halloween, SPOOKY PROFILE PICTURE!!! 

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      Right! Friggin' perfect. 

      I love her so much.

      I love Halloween so much.

      I love fish so much. 

      I love, love, love it! 


       caboose caboose caboose


      P.S.-  I had to make this a journal because we still don't get notifications when a photo is uploaded. Which, again, is wildly inconvenient and makes me wonder how many lovely pictures of your lovely experiences I have missed. As petty of a problem as it sounds, I think this is actually the biggest problem I have with the site. Pictures allow us to really see into the lives of site members. Journals are great but pictures are also a vital part of the "getting to know each other" game. So, for there to be no way of knowing when someone uploads a picture.... We miss out on a lot. Just a hassle. Just something I have to keep mentioning because it's an ongoing problem.

    • Shhhh, be still.

      5 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      What makes your brain quiet? What's that one thing that brings your entire being to center? When your thoughts are too loud, your body is too tired, your heart is too heavy, what carries you gently away?


      Today my center was a tiny hillstream loach.

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      Essentially what I imagine a stingray/butterfly hybrid would be. 

      Grows to be around 3 inches long, likes warm water, requires plenty of oxygen. 

      A very, very small one decided to swim onto my hand today. I was shifting the gravel and he gently swam and hugged my hand. And he stayed there for quite some time. I didn't move. I tried not to breath too heavy. Not wanting him to get scared and leave. He moved carefully, cautiously. He looked at me and I looked at him. He was new. Just came in yesterday. Daily tank cleanings were not something he was accustomed to, but he didn't seem to mind the excitement. 


      In the time he spent on my hand, everything was quiet. Everything was calm and everything was good. He swam away eventually, I got back to my daily chores, my mind cluttered itself up again. 


      But I appreciated every second of peace he gave me. Such a magnificent little fish. 

      It felt good for things to go silent. I can't wait to get back to work Sunday. 

      It's so wonderful to be in a place that I hate to be away from. I got off at 2:00 today and by the time I got home I was already itching to be back. 


      What a life, man. What a life. 

       caboose caboose caboose

    • I just can't do this

      5 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      I can't.

      My body, my heart, I can't.


      Today, Justin (my new favorite person/manager) pulled me to the side. Of course I panicked. Thinking they were going to fire me because it still doesn't feel real. But instead of handing me a pink slip he whispered in my ear...... "Do you wanna see something cool?"

      Before I could even answer another employee came around the corner from second isle. With 6 feeder white clouds in a net. Justin nudged me towards our corals. His eyes twinkling. My knees shaking....


      The white clouds were put into the tank......

      AND OUT CAME OUR NEW LION FISH TO DO SOME MUNCHIES!!! 


      Freaking. Lion. Fish. I just. Oh my cod. I had to sit down. Right in the walkway. In the customers way. I just. It was amazing. And then, seeming very amused and pleased with himself, Justin grabbed an uneaten white cloud and A STARFISH TOOK IT AND MUNCHED ON IT!!!! 


      And just when I thought Justin couldn't break me anymore.... He asked me what kind of pizza I liked and ordered me my very own cheese pizza. PIZZA.


      I had to stop myself from saying "I love you" so many times. I can't even tell you how many times I told him he was amazing. He knows EVERY FISH IN THE STORE! ALL OF THEM!


      How dare he even exist. How dare I exist in such a beautiful place. 

      I'm so in love with where I am right now. I hope this feeling never stops. 


      Also, I medicated tanks (successfully) for the first time today. All of the tanks turn blue. And when you turn off the isle lights it's like... It's like magic. Breathtaking. 


      I gotta go cry again. brb.

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       caboose caboose caboose

    • "Can I be just like you someday?"

      5 months ago

      Caszie Fishy Queen

      Oh, my heart. I had such a wonderful day at work today. 

      I sold two parakeets.

      I sold $222.23 in a single sale on JUST fish supplies. 

      I got a few nice plants to help a guy breed his piranhas. 


      And. 


      Best of all. 

      I got to tell a 12 year old boy that he could absolutely pursue his dream of working with fish, just like I did.


      There I was! Elbow deep in a tank full of barbs. We use under gravel filters and it requires daily maintenance. I had been busy on the floor selling all morning and I was running late. I'm so glad I was in the aisle when a pair of light-up shoes came running past me. Straight to the betta splendens. The "ooohs" and  "aahhhhs" started immediately. I walked over to the boy and asked which one was his favorite. He pointed to a beautiful halfmoon dragon scale male. He had good taste. I showed him the platinum crowntail we had just got in. He was so excited. I asked if he liked the fish and he told me that he absolutely LOVED fish. So, of course, I had to give him a quick tour. 


      We viewed the arowana, the peacock bass, the butterfly, he even enjoyed seeing the danios! Good kid. I let him look around and went back to my grumpy barbs. BUT THEN OH BOY DID HE RACE RIGHT TO ME! 

      "Did you find something especially amazing?"

      "THE BIG FISH IN THE POND! What are they?"

      "Haha, those are our koi. They are over 10 inches long!"

      *the boy holds up his arm for measurement, I smile because he's so smart"

      "Will the arowana get bigger than the koi???"

      And then a full conversation about the size of koi and arowana ensued. 


      He and his mother never purchased anything. I sort of figure she just brought him in so he could look around. I'm so glad she did. 


      Before he left he asked if he could have a job like mine someday. And I got teary eyed when I told him he absolutely could. That he could take what I do and go even further. That smile melted my heart. And that question gave me such hope. All those times I said I wanted to do somethign with fish, having no idea what that was, I felt discouraged. Can't make a living with fish. 


      But now I work with fish all day, everyday. In an extremely successful ma and pa shop that not only puts food on their table but allowed them to customize their home to incorporate aquariums into the walls. They are thriving doing fish stuff. 


      I can do that too. Queen Fish can do the thing. 

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       tucker  tucker tucker 

  • About Me

    The main thing everyone should know about me is that I love everyone and everything until given a reason not to. So..... Hello, friend! Please don't be shy because I already think you are amazing!

    Kik me at: caszie25
    Twoot me on the twooter: caszielove96
    Send me funny faces on snapchat: caszie25
    Remind me I have a Tumblr: fishy-queen


    I am Fishy Queen and I strongly believe that we need to replace "community" with family.

    #RTX15 #RTX16

    #CreepyFishFiveEver

  • Comments (872)

    • J_Souks

      3 weeks ago

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    • StryfeRyder FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      4 months ago

      good-day-sir-welcome-to-the-aquarium-fun

    • Stanty16 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Graphics guy

      6 months ago

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      Hug #5

    • drew FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Duckster

      9 months ago

      The Fishy Queen conducts her symphony.....


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      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        9 months ago

        YOU LITTLE SHIT

      • drew FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Duckster

        9 months ago

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    • drew FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Duckster

      9 months ago

      boom! .....you have been tagged!

      blame @Kaoru27Umi for this. XD


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    • CitySelby FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 months ago

      Here's a really cool article on BBC about mollies and extreme environment adaptation, thought you might enjoy the read!

    • forest1wolf FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      1 year ago

      Happy fish for happy amigos

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        It's so happy!!!!! :D

    • ninjacake Senzu Bean!!!

      1 year ago

      FUZZIES!

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      Never leave us!

    • Stanty16 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Graphics guy

      1 year ago

      You are the most Fantastically quirky Fishy Queen I could ever know :) Always be the awesome and sweet girl you are!
      *Big British Hugs!*
      ^ To be redeemed at RTX

    • Fly Keeper of Blades

      1 year ago

      HAPPY WARM FUZZIES!!! I hope someone scratches behind your gills!

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      Enjoy your special gift!!!

    • wamirul

      1 year ago

      You're pretty cool, I guess. <3

    • topham FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold DHYB

      1 year ago

      Bonsoir mademoiselle Fishy Queen! You're a delight! Thanks for being around!

    • NealMcNeal FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Real Deal

      1 year ago

      Someone should check their kik! D;<

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      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        No.

    • Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      1 year ago

      Good choice...a harp is a beautiful instrument, but rather complex to get the hang of. I don't think I'd have the patience to learn how to play it either.

    • Tsubasa10126

      1 year ago

      I need help with uploading pictures. I have no idea what to do and thank you.

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        Alright! Lets see. First go to your Image tab, then click Choose File, then pick the picture(s) you want to upload. They should load up and then you just click save! If that doesn't work, then just let me know. We'll figure it out together! :)

    • Tsubasa10126

      1 year ago

      Hey I have a question. How do I put Images on to my profile the site has changed so I'm kind of confused.

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        Hopefully I can help! Do you mean uploading pictures to your profile or putting pictures into a comment or journal?

    • Retsushin

      1 year ago

      Thanks for accepting the add!

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        You are very welcome! :D how are ya?

      • Retsushin

        1 year ago

        Oh so this is how comments work. Hahaha I totally missed the reply button. I'm doing great! A bit sleep deprived but I'm fantastic. How about yourself?

    • ayeeitslyss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      1 year ago

      I feel like you would appreciate the video on this page: http://sanjanasart.tumblr.com/post/132177224796/be...

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        YEEEESSSS!!! I saw that about a week ago and watched it seven times in a row and wanted to go blow $100 at the craft store on water colors. The artist is my best friend. They don't know it, but they are. :D Thank you so much for sharing it with me so I can watch it on repeat for the rest of my life! <3

      • ayeeitslyss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        1 year ago

        It's always a struggle not to go spend a ton of money at the craft store. Especially with the Bob Ross craze that's been happening lately. I want to go do all the paintings haha

    • TheFallen141 HellHound

      1 year ago

      saw you earlier at RTX I didn't say anything cuz I was unsure if it was you hahha

    • StryfeRyder FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      1 year ago

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    • AussieFlower

      1 year ago

      Happy late birthday! Hope you had a great day xoxo

    • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

      1 year ago

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    • YooniqueKwon FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold PhD in Sarcasm

      1 year ago

      Oh goodness, sorry I'm late. Nontheless, Late Happy Birthday!!!

    • GreenLougie

      1 year ago

      Have u noticed how often u stick ur tongue out in pics?

    • Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      1 year ago

      Happy Birthday for yesterday Fishy Queen!!

    • Mattbab4

      1 year ago

      Happy birthday fishy queen

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    • chidron

      1 year ago

      Thanks for the warm welcome into the community and happy birthday to you

    • Javakeefe FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Odd One

      1 year ago

      Happy birthday to the most optimistic person I know ^-^ hope it's full of joy and fish....maybe the fish give you the joy!

    • fallenlords FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Dirty Shisno

      1 year ago

      Hey hey, happy birthday! Have fun sorting through all those happy birthday messages eh?
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      Ok, now I definitely have no idea how thats related, but at least you can make your own Geoff mask now, pre mustache unfortunately

    • Ted_McKenna Teddy Bear

      1 year ago

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      Happy Birthday!!! smiley0.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Carnet FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      1 year ago

      This:
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    • Bellzebob

      1 year ago

      Happy Birthday!

    • NealMcNeal FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Real Deal

      1 year ago

      CAS!!! It is your fucking Birthday! Happy Birthday! That piss water is on its way by the by ;3 smiley12.gifsmiley13.gif

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    • StryfeRyder FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      1 year ago

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      Wait isn't today.... it's today right?

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    • blasife

      1 year ago

      thank you for the welcome it is much appreciated. pretty savage community :)

    • rachyrock FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Goddess of Noms

      1 year ago

      I found this, and immediately thought you'd enjoy it smiley0.gif

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      Disco Shark! smiley12.gif

    • MaskedCrab

      1 year ago

      thx

    • DatDerp

      1 year ago

      Thanks! I really appreciate it!

    • kathyreal

      1 year ago

      sup what up

    • sgtfluffybut

      1 year ago

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      Hello

    • Ted_McKenna Teddy Bear

      1 year ago

      I walked in on my little cousins watching The Little Mermaid 2 today, and realized that the main protagonist reminds me of you...
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      ... She looks like you, and she is part fish!

    • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

      1 year ago

      Hey, you wanna go to Denny's? smiley8.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

      1 year ago

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    • PeterBred

      1 year ago

      have a nice dayhttps://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/d1/9e/c9/d19ec9091e3cb949230da3e76dc8af0c.jpg[img]

    • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

      1 year ago

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      I'm no Hiddleston but y'know... smiley12.gif

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        Get out. I'm done with you.

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      • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

        1 year ago

        =3 smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        And I'm making it like SUPER BEYOND HYPE SPECIAL. But I still have to not like you!

      • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

        1 year ago

        *Ahem* GOLDEN BIRTHDAY WEEK!!! 24 ON THE 24TH THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        HEY! YOU DON'T GET SPECIAL TREATMENT FOR GETTING OLDER!

      • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

        1 year ago

        Birthday week! smiley4.gif

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        You got lucky this ONE time. ONE TIME.

      • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

        1 year ago

        HA! THATS ONE FOR ME....and literally a ton more for Ziggs so...y'know....small victories smiley4.gif

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        @Bonnie I don't even know if I should make him get out of my house at this point.

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    • Riebz

      1 year ago

      You are so cool you could freeze liquid nitrogen. Seriously, the amount of love you show towards this family is incredible, between all the lolz and the feelz, you know what's up.

      PSA(personal service announcement) this seems very WaF day-esque, well, you are correct, i was so busy with school work i didn't have time to properly do them. And also, i don't care that i'm late, because i'm not late, a wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he needs to. And I have a permit, it says "I can do what I want" /endPSA

      On many occasions the thoughts you share have definitely made me know for a fact that on just a day to day basis, when there isn't any RT family crisis or issue going on, that this family is really here for each other at the same level a typical family looks out for each other (generally). All hail the queen of fishies!

      • Riebz

        1 year ago

        Yay! I'm glad i put the biggest of smiles on your face smiley1.gifsmiley1.gif

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        This put the biggest of smiles on my face!! :D You are too kind! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Dan1244

      1 year ago

      Ew

    • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

      1 year ago

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      • Xcalante Sentry The Defiant

        1 year ago

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      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        Oh my goodness this is precious!

    • StryfeRyder FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      1 year ago

      You + me in a nutshell.

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      stop being angries???

      • StryfeRyder FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        1 year ago

        in rough english, angry women are scary lol

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        what.

      • StryfeRyder FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        1 year ago

        Coimhead fearg bean na foighde smiley4.gif

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      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        NEVER SHALL I EVER STOP BEING ANGRY!

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    • Ted_McKenna Teddy Bear

      1 year ago

      Happy belated 1 year anniversary for being on the site, Fishy Queen! smiley0.gifsmiley13.gif

      • Caszie FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fishy Queen

        1 year ago

        Thank you so much!!!!!! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

  • Questions answered by Caszie

    Your pillow? The pillows that you like? I tooted all over them. Like. 100+ toots were placed on your pillows.

    "Make this country great again. Eat grapes."

    Goodness no. BUT I do think Bernie and Burnie would make a good team. ;D

    I have always, always, ALWAYS wanted to play the harp. But I have zero patience!

    What's your favourite food? :D

    | Asked by: Haratkins 1 year ago

    PIZZA! or PASTA! or POTATOES! but more than likely I want ranch served with all of it!

    Why are you so short? ;3

    | Asked by: NealMcNeal 1 year ago

    The smaller and more precious a person appears to be, the easier it is to get away with murder and cannibalism. I'm not saying I do that, I'm just saying you've never seen me and an uneaten dead body in the same room.

    where are my keys?

    | Asked by: orangeking98 1 year ago

    You know how when you put a pair of socks in the dryer and one of them always disappears even though there's really no possible way that it went anywhere so you just assume it went to some magical far away place that closely resembles Narnia? Check there.

    THAT QUESTION IS JUST MEAN!!!!! So many options. But, I think I would be a Black Ghost Knife. I'm easy going, friendly, adorable, kind of derpy, I get into things I shouldn't, and if you feed me I'll snuggle the fuck outta ya. <3

    I think that's fairly accurate.

    Great question! Usually I let myself feel whatever I need to feel first. If I'm sad, then I'll be sad. If I'm angry, then I'll be angry. I'll let that run its course and then decide how to go about fixing it from there. Like right now, I'm really stressed out and I'm still mourning the loss of my fish, but I'm at the tail end of it. I started actively talking to people again, I'll probably clean my room, I might go out to eat by myself, do some squats, and go to the fish store and look at fishes.


    So. Long story short, feel it out and then do something that makes you feel happy, something that makes you feel prepared, something that takes you out of your comfort zone, something that requires some work, and then something that reminds you how fucking brilliant you actually are.